13.2.16

I hate myself
I can't concentrate on anything useful
so I solve sudoku after sudoku
to cheat that I am working oon my flaws
to make me feel I am actually doing something
Maybe I need medication
But I hate meds
I feel I am disappointing people I hate to disappoint, who don't deserve it

Did I mention that I am scared I may be pregnant
Did I mention I hate myself

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