i would lie if i said all right. i am not well - b/c there is so much confusion in my life. i want to be honest with God and myself and i just can't combine some things that exist and it is hard. so i am not walking with God. and - what is kind of terrifying - i don't even feel that bad about it. somewhere i believe this will change but i also know it will probably hurt. but i just cant, i feel i would be artificial, i just cant pray, cant sing for God. life is weird.
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